To my dear self, I am so sorry that I have been so hard on you. I became fucked up sometimes, and doubt empowers all over me, that it results in unending thinking if all the things I have done was worth it.
I am sorry that I lost faith, not only to God but to you also. I know you are struggling every day to smile just to prove that you are okay. But deep inside, you are crying and everything in you darkens because of self-loathing.
But, those lonely nights and endless self-doubts must come to an end. You waited for me to heal, you waited for me become fully okay.
I am sorry, will you forgive me?
Yes, I forgive you, every day.
Forgive yourself for all the self-doubts you gave to your own self. It is okay to made mistakes, you are not perfect.
Don’t think too much if you can’t do anything, it takes time, girl. Don’t listen to what others are saying.
Be proud of yourself. Don’t push yourself too much.
Love yourself, and forgive yourself, it is time for you to let go of the heartaches.